The title seems ridiculous as you think. I know but...redirect from this link on dealing relapsing, gaining or recovering extremely high level of testosterone and do the 30-day no fap challenge is my only way to regain back my social skills, focus, and improved charisma in work days. I was a sexually frustrated weak guy back when I was 12 years old started becoming obsessed with porn and the great pleasure in fapping. I was struggling form the start that ended up only 4-7 days before fapping. I easily gave up on girls (driven by power and lust but looking desperate) that my will is not incredibly strong. Though, it boosted me my career life a bit.

I can't start my own workout or thinking a strategy on saving money against unnecessary expenses from my mom's favor until I deal this shit first. Keeping my promise not to do it takes more immediate action along with my unconscious thought.

I recognized my body having bad rhythm interference on my immune system due to irregular fapping that affects my social intuition, critical thinking, and career life that even some of my friends told me that fapping is natural only once a week. The question is that no fapping at all really boosts even more testosterone level or it was associated always with exercise and meditation. Also, one of my fellow redpiller and also a MGTOW guy told me that if I don't fap and chances are getting tempted easily and easily manipulated by some hot bitches. Such belief, all I can do is to avoid seeing sexy bitches and focus on my important life and goals.

My improvement is at stake to obtain back my power, domination, abundance, my dream career, make my babes become slaves in my mansion like harem dancers, and against authority like a smart-mind of a notorious villain, my true self.