I found the red pill 7 months ago, I've actively worked in that time to improve my confidence, SMV and general game.

I've got a plate who I've been seeing every week or so for the last 3 months, she's good fun and I genuinely enjoy her company.

Last night I went to a neighboring town to visit an old friend from 10 years ago, I didn't enjoy her company, she really bored me, went back to hers, we fucked.

Straight after I felt tremendous guilt, mostly towards my 1st plate, I felt as though I betrayed her even though we aren't in a relationship. I was hoping on going out with this old friend to potentially pick up a second plate, I always really wanted to get with her years ago.

All night she went on about how she wanted a family so I made sure to use a condom even though she begged me not to. Confirmation text sent this morning thanking her for a good night.

I also feel guilty because I feel as though I used this girl and that she wants a lot more from me than what I'm willing to give at the moment.

I don't want to see her again.

These girls live in separate towns and the chance of them finding out about one another is very slim.

This is my first time sleeping with two girls at the same time in my entire life, has anyone else felt this blue pill guilt and how did you learn to deal with it?