I have eczema my entire live I'm to aware of how my skin looks I'm also pale, can't be in the sun because medicine won't allow me. I moisture my skins mostly at night and when I shower me skin is so dry and when I put moisture on it will show the eczema spots more.

I do everything to make up for the skin problems lifting 4 times a week for 5 years, I have a good body. I try never bring up my struggles to people because I think people will see me as week but it really bothers me. My ex gf was fine with it, sometimes I didn't shower everyday because I had so much pain (I tried to hide it) I don't know what see really thinks of it.

Are there other people with eczema or other skin issues around here and can I get some advice?