(English is not my first language so bare with me here ) I started dating this model and it has absolutely fucked my life over . We had a great time in the start of the relationship but now it's turned to shit , I did all the rookie mistakes broke frame , was needy she sensed it and since then the relationship has turned into absolute mess . She doesn't have time to answer my calls , doesn't text me first one day I had enough and just unfriended her from Snapchat / broke up and continued with my life the break-up hit me hard but then she apologized and I forgive her but now it's the same thing all over again she doesn't have time to answer my calls or text me back like a proper person but sends me nudes and other snaps throughout the day like wtf is up with that . I should also mention I had to leave her for 2 months the first month was fine sending me cute massages and genuinely trying to stay connected but the second month has been a fucking disaster I sent her a long fucking massage telling her I will be back in two weeks and other shit of how much I love her bla bla bla she didn't even respond so I called her in the morning and she was like I haven't read it yet but it's been 12 hours still no response . Whenever I bring up breaking up she apologizes , does she want me as an orbiter ( found the red pill recently yesterday actually ) I know now she is not LTR material but I would very much like to fuck her how can I turn this around