My ex of 8 years (since college) broke up with me while on holiday two months ago citing "its not you it's me", "I'm just not happy", "i need some time to do me", AKA need some time to whore around which from what I gather is doing exactly that.

Not gonna lie, it does hurt.

Ive lurked on here and MRP (not married) for a few years, but have never truly taken it in (evidently), thinking the relationship was the exception 🀦

I'm 30lbs down since the breakup, taken up boxing and hitting the gym, focusing on me 100%.

Still struggling to shake feelings for her. I am trying to go monk-mode, but massively out of practice in terms of females although I've been on 2 tinder dates - Neither really got me interested in terms of chemicals, think I need some time.

What's TRP stance on this? And how can I stop being such a little bitch about this?