For a better point of view I have known a fellow who was a 100% beta. 0% successes with girls(I assumed it was due to fact that he was talking only about diseases and war to girls) was insecure and unfit and didn't care about clothes.

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Unfortunately, I became his version. I started showing weaknesses, break some laws of powers, my whole life just went down, got rejected(by 2 college girls that have classes with me, and it was the moment when a beta friend of mine told me that I am becoming the above mentioned fellow man) It was covered by having contact with many girls, but not having plates, it made an illusion of being in position of strength when I was the most vulnerable.

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I am on the path all the time, studying 2 majors, going as many times as I can to the gym, trying to improve my speech, look better, be better but it is not enough. and I am a fucking beta. What should I do to go avoid beta fate. Beacuse I am fucking scared. literally beacuse I am making myself pathetic.

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Even today I texted a girl but she's about turning me down(it seems she is not interested) and the painful thing isn't her but a fact that I just became fucking beta.

Fuck

Ps: So sorry for any grammatical errors