4 year relationship with engadgement bit the dust a year ago. Basically complacency and me not catching red flags that needed delt with.

Fast forward to now. Absolutely in the best shape of my life. 6’1 210 w with great muscle ton like abs ect. Slaying it on dating apps and currently have a FWB/plate while keeping the abundance fresh w game on other women.

The problem. I am always pissed. Obviously it stems from the failed relationship but it shows in my career leading my team. I snap all the time. Patience is not existent. Most importantly, none of these women fulfill any thing in me. The plates could break tommorow and idgaf.

36 years old, living in the US