So I used to have a good thing going. Had a good looking girlfriend, great friends, and multiple girls I could have probably used for backup if my relationship ended. I'm above average looks and am a very charismatic guy.

Things went downhill over the last couple years, I had a testicular injury which resulted in low testosterone. I became a shell of my former self. Anxiety, depression, low libido, weak boners, fat gain you name it.

My girl I was with for 7 years. I'm 24 now. I was just figuring out that it was low testosterone that I was dealing with towards the end of the relationship. I tried to explain to her the reasons why it's making me different (basically turned me into a beta when I used to be pretty alpha) and how I will be back to my normal self once I get treatment, but of course at this point my frame was long gone and she barely respected me so it was in one ear out the other. She ends up leaving me for another guy - blessing in disguise as I would have never found redpill.

My social life is not great right now. When I go out im not that same fun guy I used to be. Good thing is I have many good friends all very successful and high value guys so once I get back to a good place mentally ill be all good. I've deleted my social media as I see no point in persuing any women and I don't want to lower my SMV while I'm waiting to get this problem solved.

So basically, I'm planning on going Monk mode for the next few months until I can get treatment. I'm in Canada and have to be referred to a specialist and they will decide the plan of action which will take at least a few months.

I could still try to stay social and meet new people, ect but I feel like it will probably end up making my established relationships weaker and lower my SMV due to me just being a low T chump.

Should I just go Monk mode and refrain from social outings for now until I get my confidence back and anxiety and depression gone?