After ghosting my oneitis for 2 months for friendzoning me, I texted her and she said she misses me and that she didn't feel she is enough for me. What do I do?

I tell her I missed her and that I have never stopped liking her, that I'm always gonna be there for her (disgusting). Then I turned the conversation sexual because I was afraid of being too much of a nice guy and get friendzoned again. And she played along (all of this over text)

We kept talking like that for 2 days and now she hasn't responded for 2 days while she keeps uploading status on whatsapp, aka I got ghosted.

I can't believe what an idiot I am. It's impossible for me to play the game with my oneitis. I feel like absolute shit.

I guess this is more venting than a question

UPDATE: SHE JUST TEXTED ME SHE WANTS TO SUCK MY DICK THIS SATURDAY DA FUQ