Probably the last bit of belief i had in the dynamic since i joined trp is gone now, Got first time matched to a below average loooking girl, all my life had been trying to hit on women above my league cause i never worked on self-improvement in terms of lifting or money. The difference in nature i saw while talking to a girl of the same league and how there is way less games being played due to this Made me realise how real a thing league is, all i have at this point in my mind is to work on myself because i never wanted to be in a mediocre league, just that now i realised that i am actually in that league. I am in no way attracted to her whom i matched with once i saw her insta and all the rejections of my past have shown one and a clean reason now the women were more attractive than me and i need to level up.