Okay. Im writing this on phone, late at night, after the fact and dead-tired. Sorry for any mistakes.

Tonight i kiss-closed and number-closed with a petite asian. Age 20. The strangest thing.happened - SHE INITIATED KINO, GUYS!! I HAD TO ACT!! You know that way a girl can stand next to you like she wants to be embraced? We where standing outside smoking, AND WE HADNT EVEN TALKED!! I think i smiled at her before she initiated, but i hadnt spoken directly to her. I was talking to a friend and she placed herself very close to me, brushing against me, i had the feeling she was going for my hand. I sat down with her shortly after and as soon as we sit down she sits very close and let my hand rest on her thigh, not her knee. we talked a bit. I recently broke up, I told her a bit about that, tried to play it cool - yet pained. Alpha. we fluffed about school, her, a bit on friends and i simply said 'i enjoy talking to you, wanna exchange numbers?' And handed her my phone. Afterwards we go inside again. This was a small party on campus. The campus both have higher-education but also high-school level classes. This was at the student bar. Maybe 45 minutes later, i had talked with friends and tried to be pleasant company, you know, alpha-male style. She had talked with friends and mingled, we had quick eye-contact a few times. I go out to smoke again, and this time i gently touch her shoulder as i walk by and without stopping, nodded her to follow me. She does and again we sit super close. This time we compare the sizes of our hands. Big size-difference. Im 188 cm. She was maybe 160 in high heels. I wanna kiss-close but can feel i need to.increase her comfort level with me so i tell her that she seems very sensitive and i could feel that straight away. Shortly after i used the bullet-proof 'Do you wanna kiss me?' - routine AND SHE DID!! But then it hit. She wasnt a very good kisser. I got a good few kisses out of her but her part was quite poor, to be honest. I depart soon after. I make a nice show out of saying goodbye to my friends there and calmly walk out. She follows me out to get a last hug.

All this leads me to one fact about her, that might explain the kissing poorly part and where all'yall fit in to this.

First: She had braces. Might explain the kissing.

But i kinda got the feeling that she was lonely and really welcomed the intimate attention. Maybe she never had much of it before? She told me she bounced around alot and then it hit me. Maybe she's a virgin. How do i proceed? If i do it, i want to make it about her, truly and realky, she seemed like she has poor self-esteem and think that maybe by giving her sexual power - she could get, you know empowered.

I dont want a relationship and i dont think she feels like she needs one.

Tl:dr. Got # & * but kiss sucked. Girl might be virgin.