Hey! I have had a GREAT weekend. Went sarging Thursday and Friday with GothamSeddit guys. These were my first two times attempting club sarging. Thursday we tried two clubs and did not get in, but I made a really good connection with a girl on the train on the way in (that's a whole 'nother story)

Friday night, I felt my confidence surging despite being VERY tired. Got 2 numbers before I even got in the club. One in (although BOTH my new friends also got her number. I don't care just mentioning cause I think it's funny.)

Also met a cool girl LATE friday night waiting for train/on train. Both train girls seem genuinely interested. This seems to be because of various things I've read in Gambler's book, "Natural Game," that clicked for me. Particularly, cold reading. I might do a post on just cold reading, because I seem to have somehow become the freaking master of it. I might actually be too good, because I went in for a kiss in the club on Friday after being shushed. She didn't want to kiss, she wanted to cry! Because I had been so accurate reading her.

Anyway, I get to Saturday morning on no sleep, fresh off the train. Time to get picked up by friends and go to six flags great adventure all day. AWESOME. I come home, sure I'm gonna go to sleep. But a friend's little sister is having a birthday party. I text him and tell him to tell her I said happy birthday, but I haven't slept in 2 days and won't make it there. A half hour passes and I can't sleep.

So I go. It is a Sausage Fest. There is one other female, besides the birthday girl, and a huge circle of her guy friends surrounds her. I don't care. She is cute, but I am pumped up from rollercoaster adrenaline and finally my game seems to be clicking. I talk louder than anyone, I crack jokes and don't care if they're stupid. I WILL NOT be ignored, but I'm also chilling in good body language.

She is an HB8. Friend's little sister. Always had boyfriends. Cute. After not very long, she is sitting next to me, and is giving me kino. Must be my accident. Our legs have been touching for a while; we're petting her dog in her lap and our hands keep touching. After the 50th touch it starts to click for me that she wants us to be touching.

Keep in my mind, my sister is there with her boyfriend, sitting a few feet away. But they seem to be asleep. I take a chance with hb8, except obviously at this point it doesn't seem like much of a risk. I go in slowly for the kiss, without anying "would you like to kiss me?" bullshit..

And we kiss, and we hook up. We don't have sex, which I was okay with. Not sure I could have stayed erect after being awake for 50 plus hours. She says she needs to hang out a few more times first, but is clearly really into this, and into me. We stay up the whole night on her couch, making out.

Now I don't know what to do. I REALLY like her and we REALLY connected, but I've been working so hard to become good at this stuff, I'm kind of addicted to the game. And I'm finally becoming good at it. So I feel weird texting/calling the other girls I met this weekend (I have already been texting with 2 of them, and one of them I told I would call tonight via text.)

So I guess in a roudabout way, I'm asking for advice, or at least perspective, from the community here. I could easily see her becoming a girlfriend. Every girl I've dated recently I was able to easily mention that I'm dating people, and not looking for anything serious. This time I couldn't bear(sp?) to say it, because I didn't want to lose her. So, I guess I will ask. What should I do?

By the way, I don't know how clear I made it, but all three of the girls I decribed are into me, but hb8 is definitely super into me, and also in my circle of friends (obviously).

tl;dr read my damn post, it took me a while to write