I won't go into details about the abuse as this isn't what its about. I don't feel like I have any lingering effects due to it, psychological I mean.

As a kid I was abused throughout my childhood by several females sexually. I then dated 4 girls throughout my teenage years seriously, 2 of which I had clean breakups, one I am dating currently, and one a bad break up.

She was psychotic to the point that she is currently stalking my current girlfriend and me, and that she had a knife with blood on it in her bag when we were dating at one point, she cheated on me and psychologically manipulated/abused me for over a year.

Either way, my question is, do you guys have any experiences like this?

I feel such hatred towards thinking that other men are enduring what I went through and aren't able to fight back. My girlfriend once pulled my hair very very hard and I, as a reflex, pushed her fairly hard out of pain. She had a small bruise and has been telling everyone that I am beating her. She also used to make herself nose bleed and still does by cutting her nose. She also pretends to faint and faked bullimia, a pregnancy and many other things.

Either way, I feel strong strong hatred towards sexism towards males. And honestly believe society is more sexist towards men than women. At least to me, I respect women, or at least try too, but I honestly want nothing to do with them. I want no female friends, and I am considering trying to date men rather than women due to trust issues.

Just sharing my views, feel free to AMA and also share your side.