Hey /r/asktrp , I'm in a new situation here. A few years ago I dated a girl for the good part of a year, and she ended things with me. This was before I was redpilled or knew anything about women. Fast forward to now, she's recently been completely abandoned by her Fiance. They had a baby together and he just straight up dipped out, won't speak to her or come and see the kid, etc.

Now this chick is incredibly lonely and for whatever reason is interested in me again. She hit me up, told me everything that happened, and for the past 3 weeks has been begging me day in and day out to come over and see her. I've declined all invitations (not going to lie, my brain is fucking retarded and still has feelings for this bitch) and I refuse to insert myself into her frame and automatically be in a losing battle against her because I have feelings for her and also because we've already tried just being fuck buddies before (twice) and both times we ended up back together.

My question is: Why is she literally offering me money to come over and have sex with her whenever there are HUNDREDS of other dudes she could hit up? This chick is a complete slut, she has a partner count of over 40, regularly talks to other dudes, and is a 7/10. Is it because I'm the only guy to turn her down? Granted, she's incredibly low value socially, lives in a shit hole infested with all kinds of bugs and has 2 kids, but I know for a fact there are plenty of other dudes who would be up to dick this chick down at a moments notice. Could anyone help me understand?