I have always dealt with issues in my life, and dealt with them well. Be it a guy standing over me in the lunch room in highschool calling me a pussy and challenging me to a fight whilt I thought "come on.....don't do it..... i'm a man...I can take a few insults", or when my older brother passed away in Iraq, But for gods sakes did that begin to change when i visited Dallas, TX in november 2013. I went to the Sterling hotel, in Dallas, TX, and was staying with my friend Porfirio (hes Puerto Rican). Porfirio and I hung out, joked, and played MW3 and BF3 all day while I awaited my trip home on JAN 1st. One day I went down to the bar (being allowed in because I was 18+) and sat next to Porfirio while drinking a coke and listening to "Turn the Page" on the jukebox. I overheard a woman yelling at a man and began to hear the shit she had to say. "you men are all the same, FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUUUUUCK!!" she screamed every man and woman in the bar was looking now. "just sit there and watch him put a fuckin' pill or somethin' in my goddamn drink, this fucking pig wants to fuck me!" and those were the exact words I heard... next Porfirio and I looked at each other, and I said "fuck this shit, i'm going back to the room" then i had to hear this woman bark at ME, ME of all people. "WHAT?, WHAT YOU DON'T WANT TO HEAR A WOMAN CRY FOR HELP?!" FUCK YOU, AND ALL MEN - or something CLOSE AS HELL to that. I kept walking out. I swear that shit just hit me hard, how if I were saying the same about women, or jumped up and called a girl a stupid sex-starved slut, that i would get knocked out cold. It was maybe a week later I saw someone walking into the lobby, wearing a pink shirt, that said "this is what a feminist looks like" and the shit hit the fan that night. THAT NIGHT, SHIT HIT THE FAN. they learned that i was in the bar when this woman was screaming, yelling. They learned that by what they heard, I made an "offensive remark" before i left as some poor soul was crying for help. I was in 315, room 315. The room next to me, 317, was vacant...until that night. Turns out they were next to me, and i hadn't known about all this until that night when i walked out into the hall and watched them moving bags in. one of them shot me a look, cutting their eyes at me, but i ignored it and went outside and smoked my cigarette. came back in, and listened to music all night, headphones in, and wrote songs and played them back in FL studio. later, in the morning, I speak to Sean the guy at the front desk, and ask if he had mail for me, i was supposed to get a few photos of my German Sheppard puppy, and a receipt for the laptop i bought off my friend. Sean handed me the mail, and said "one more thing, I recieved a complaint about noise from your room last night, can you tone it down, they said you were yelling a lot." "Sean, i was listening to music all night with my headphones in." "either way, the complaint was from multiple people" "be right back" i got porfirio to come up front and speak to sean "No, Sean, quiet all night, just sat there on the laptop listening to music." "Alright, just watch it." "see you later sean" I went back to my room, and sat there, playing Runescape on my laptop, and talking to my friend Eddie in-game. Later that night i got into an argument with my girlfriend on the phone, and it was about my job, she was yelling at me about when i broke my arm three months ago, and it was dangerous and i should stop welding, I got mad and began yelling back "its' the way my job is, and someone else fucked up and hurt me, not my fault my arm was broken, and shut the fuck up already, it pays well enough and puts food into your mouth as well as mine!" she apologized, and i did as well for snapping, but not soon enough, i heard someone banging on the door..... FUCK. It was one of those girls wearing the "this is what a feminist looks like" shirts, and asked "what the fuck are you doing" "i was speaking - " "speaking? more like abusing" "mind your own business" "mind your own business? THATS WHAT THEY ALL SAY!" "really? thats what they all say? they who?" "woman beaters" "woman beaters? hah, go fuck yourself" i slammed the door in her faceNext thing you know.... THE FUCKING POLICE WERE KNOCKING ON MY DOOR AT 11:30 PM. she was saying i was screaming and yelling and harassing her, the battle between me, her and the police lasted for hours, and she cried and begged for them to "take him away so he cant bother anyone else" but to no avail on her part. It was finally all over at 2:30 AM, and i was lying on my bed, wondering what it takes to push someone so far, to fill their mind to such a belief. I got online, and looked up feminism, looked at what it was then, and what it is now. turns out, by what i have researched..... feminism is almost useless in the west. Patriarchy does not exist in my view. like male privilege? like what The privilege to die 7 years sooner. The privilege to be 75% more likely to commit suicide. The privilege to be homeless 65% more of the time. the privilege to lose my children, my home, and my money to her as she takes everything in the courts. The privilege to be hit or beat by women but told to "man up" the privilege to be the victim of double standards like "she hits you, fine but if you hit her back, be prepared to get mauled by 4 guys". points to address - Women make less money than men? That old study was disproven in 2009, and shown only median wages were compared, not case by case bases, and not hours worked. Feminists cited that patriarchy exists because women are not populating top-of-the-charts jobs like presidents and physicists, and I have found a reason, a reason that may be offensive.

A scientist has shown what i believed true, that women have a flatlining "average" IQ, whilst men have a modulating one, this is why on the bottom you see mostly men, and on the top- mostly men.

http://www.dailymail.co.uk/debate/article-1274952/Men-ARE-brainy-women-says-scientist-Professor-Richard-Lynn.html--- this is in my belief why there are more maly physicists, more male presidents, and more male doctors, not because of some patriarchy. What other reason could there be? who populates the top 1% of harvard and oxford classes? men, and women hit the middle more often than not. women also graduate college more often than men, there are special classes and scholarships for women, not for men, but yet, we have more male top 1%ers, more male physicists. Pleasee, for gods sakes, why in this world hasn't anyone else my age spoken up (that i know of) instead of nodding their heads and saying "yes, we need to do that, sure we will" to all the feminists. by the way, I ask you to forgive bad grammar in certain instances and rambling, I type a lot, but hope my points are read well.