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She pretends like it's my fault that I'm not in my sons life. It was HER who left ME when I deployed, not the other way around. I've done nothing but treat her with respect, which included giving her about 1600 a month for the first few months that she was gone, giving her my last 2 income tax returns, and a huge chunk of my bonus, not to mention that she has had my car for the last 2 years.

So now I'm out of the army, and they are fucking me on my last paycheck. Keep in mind, she knows whats going on, full and well. I'm 2 months late on my rent now, and I have no way to get to where she is, let alone provide for myself. Soon, I'm going to be homeless, most likely by the end of this week. I haven't left my apartment in weeks, outside of what I had to do, which was force the army to out process me via charging me for 1600 dollars worth of gear that was stolen from me.

Knowing all this, she doesn't let me speak to my son, shit, the last time I saw him was 8 months ago, for 4 days, and before that was when I got back from iraq, and gave her about 3000 from my bonus.

Now I have no one to fall back on, and I know full and well if she doesn't get money from me, she is going to sue me for full custody. If the courts find out the level of my agoraphobia and ptsd, I'm fucked for good. And now I'm probably going to be sleeping on a park bench pretty soon.

I guess I'm just looking for advice. Shes a good mother, but I'm tired of being treated this way.