I have been chatting with her for months but not everyday. more like i left a message or two once per week she did the same then we eventually had a bigger chat once in a while. and it was like that for months.

i wanna meet her but im scared if my parents get to know it they will kill me lol older people dont really like gay/homos/etc and shes a 'male-to-female' trannie.

Im also scared about meeting her because of what society can think etc i know its stupid but its in my head.

ps i dont find myself gay and never did. men are good only for laugh as friends. ps2 i dont use porn.

what can you recommend? i assume you would say "NO" or that im desperate but i think i also shouldnt be scared of what society thinks etc