Took trp for ~8 months now and I've been utilizing some rp techniques and I've been making great strides when it comes to my interactions with women.

I had this restaurant host job a few months back and when I first got employed all my coworkers were mainly female. After the first week I gravitated towards one particular coworker who happened to be married with two kids, yes the good ol' fantasy of a MILF. Time passes and we're flirting with one another to a point where my overbearing manager started to take notice. My manager, who also happens to be a female, began to interrupt whenever my coworker and I would chit chat to a point where I started to dread my job as the host.

Having the cliche saying of, 'don't shit where you eat', and the micro-managing overbearing manager I decided to put in my two week notice so that I could have the best of both worlds: to not stress because of a job, and two, I could potentially lay with the MILF.

On my last day of work, I stuck around after my shift and had couple of drinks and I noticed the MILF was being extra nice to me. Constantly wanting to please me; whether I needed my glass filled with alcohol, if my bottle was near empty, she'd quickly give me a refill, whatever she could've done to make me happy. Noticing these little acts of hers, I realized that she'd somewhat submitted to me. She took me to a back room where it was just her and I, so I could do some 'paperwork' and she bent over where her shirt would show some cleavage and there was a moment where I could've went in for a kiss, but I didn't..., hesitated, and nothing happened. After the backroom situation, (this is the same night), whenever we were alone I'd swipe her ass and give it a nice firm grip and she'd just let it happen, but nothing has escalated since then.

It's been a couple of weeks since my last day, and I've been to the restaurant a couple of times and saw her once, but she hid in the back where it's employees only, but I've texted her a couple of times and she replies.

The questions that I have in my head are:

  1. Is it bad juju to be sleeping with a taken women? Especially in this case where she is married and has two young kids. I don't want to be the cause of a family breaking apart just because of mine and her selfish needs.

  2. I would say that I am getting off on the fact that one, she gives me attention, and more importantly, two, that I'm playing with fire. So the question is:

  • Do I or Should I continue to pursue and complete my mission to lay?
  1. Anyone here ever sleep with a married woman with kids? And how did it turn out afterwards??

**Sidenote: I'm constantly having this internal battle with myself of Do I or Don't I; and it's this hesitation that prevents me to get what I want. And if any of you are dealing with the same issue, STOP. The more you think and get in your head, the less you actually do.