22M I've shed 2 tears in last 15 years. (When absorbed in story and death of fictional characters). Nothing bad happened in my life of death in family caliber. But I've in position where all energy in your body just leaves for 1_2 days. And it feels like lot of emotional toxic would release if I cry. I try to but never could.

I would like to here your thoughts especially older RPed guys with life xp.