I have a big problem. I swallowed the red pill and i am constantly trying to improve my self. I was raised only by my mom and never had a father figure in my life. She would treat me with a lot of love. She suffered very bad in life. I know that life is not fair and the world can be cruel. We cant change that and we have to adapt to our environment. So on my path of improving my life i tried to accept this fact. But due to my lack of father in my life and the love of my mom, i am a very sensitive person. I cant deal with emotions. I could never life on when my mom would pass away. I am very sad when she is sad. She opened a shop recently and it does not run well. I am just so sad that i cant change it. And i want to move out in the near future but i get sad when i imagine it. How can i deal with my emotions and be tough enough to deal with the challenges of life? Is anyone from TRP also very sensitive and changed it?

Sorry for my bad english, i am not a native speaker. I hope you can still understand what i want to say/write.