For the last 44 years, all plugged in that I was into the matrix, I have been believing that I was a male. Today, I just found out from MGTOWForums.com that I am in fact a "trolling twat" (and as a result got banned from that forum). I haven't seen such discovery covered by the red pill. Is there a purple pill that covers such discovery ?

Also, is there a forum, reddit or blog out there specialized in MGTOW issues who will allow me to continue in my delusion that I am a male ? I like this reddit (TheRedPill), but would prefer a more specialized one in MGTOW. I would prefer a MGTOW forum that's 90% looking forward, and only 10% looking backwards to the females/plantations we left behind. That's kind of the opposite of what's happenining in MGTOWForums.com: 90% of it is looking in the back view mirror at women, relationships, etc.

So far, my favorite manosphere blogger is Dalrock. But he is Christian and married. I am neither and plan to remain MGTOW. So many of his blogs are as irrelevant to me as documentaries of hurricanes on planet Jupiter. Is there a Dalrock quality blogger out there who is also a MGTOW ?

Thanks,

Abdenour