SUMMARY:

Asked advice for swallowing the pill with LTR, talked, fucked like a god, working on myself

BODY:

A few days ago I posted about my LTR problems and a few of you had some really insightful things to say.

So we talked on Sunday about things and mainly her problems. Didn't know if she was unhappy with the job, her living situation, or the relationship. All I said was yeah sounds like you have a lot on your mind.

She asked about me and how I was feeling and I told her I was handling my shit and just going to take it one day at a time.

After the talk was over we fucked and by the end I had her begging for me to finish so she could feel all of me. Last night she said she wanted to see me again, id been hanging out with friends all day (marathon Monday) so I thought fuck it, went over and showed her who the boss was again. No talk about the relationship.

I don't plan on initiating any conversations this week, I'm focusing on me and what I need to do. Going to let dread and my actions speak for me. I could have done all of the wrong things if I didn't come to you guys first, so thank you, all of you. I'm slowly seeing that swallowing the pill is something I need to do so I can be the man I want to be.

Have a kick ass week boys