hey ill keep it short, i wonder what the people of trp have to say about it.

after a very bad year, crappy realtionship and intense family issues. every thing started falling apart,i am kinda losing my hair(at a slow pace but still), and getting chubby, the past last year i have been deppressed and i am doing much much worse in university(doing only bare minimum to get by).

i have alot of friends, and in my past i had a hb 7 hit on me atleast twice or three times a year. and even dated a hb 10 once (after alot of social proof ). but now after the dip in smv i cant even get my self to talk to a cute 5, im anxious and very self aware.

everyday after i wake up i just stay in bed not wanting to face the day. i smoke weed every time i get a chance. i just want to have some kind of hope again. how do i get out of this 1 year long horrible funk. thanks