I'm on disability, I've been sick for over 10 years. I'm going through a divorce and my ex's lawyer is saying I can work and they want all my health and disability records! My ex knows I'm sick, he watched me get sicker and sicker until I couldn't work. He knows how I am, I can't believe he is doing this! I regret covering for his abuse, I regret not having him arrested every time he laid his hands on me. Why was I so stupid? Why did I let him treat me like that? Why am I so surprised that he's doing this to me now?. I had to stop going to the doctors or the emergency room because I can't afford the doctor bills. The last 5 years I don't have much of a history of being seen because I can't afford it. He knows that, he knows that I don't have a trail and he's using that, he's using the fact that I couldn't afford to pay for a doctor to try to screw me. I don't understand who I was married to all of those years! I feel kind of broken right now.