I wear a top denture..

And while I should be pretty secure (good job, physically fit, good looks, etc..) it makes me incredibly insecure.

I knocked a bunch out skateboarding as a teen, had implants, then partied them to shit in my 20's. Had the tops ripped out when I was 30 (37 now) cause I ended up in the hospital with a massive infection.

Bottoms are real and perfect, and with the top denture I basically have perfect teeth..but its always a game of "will I be found out?"

I dont tongue kiss and it usually makes me break things off with women once I get close to them after a few months. Knowing one day Ill have to tell them, if one were to become a LTR, makes the pain of breaking it off more bareable then the embarassment of them finding out.

I usually keep my supplies (adhesive, cleaning stuff etc..) in a shoebox under my sink. I can eat pretty much anything except sticky candy (gum, taffy etc..)

Every girl I see has teeth comments..how they dated a guy with jacked up teeth, how a customer/person they met that day have jacked up teeth etc.. All this does is give me anxiety and think "Maybe Ill tell them next month"

Girl Im seeing now is all about how "sexy" I am, love grabbing my ass (hey! I work hard on it!) Shes a great lay and trying to get in my pants all the time.. I feel like the moment I go "I wear a top denture" will basically be the moment every girl will go "Ewww, ok grandpop! Im not fucking you anymore!"

What the fuck do I do..