I am very short at 5'7-5'8 and I have a small penis at 4-5 inches. I'm willing to do oral, give massages and do other stuff.

I've been lifting for 5 years straight and in that time period I haven't had one meaningful sexual relationship; all of the girls dumped me immediately after seeing my penis.

This has really fucked me up in the head. I've always been a straight up hardworking guy but I have been really unhappy of late.

About a month ago I tore my rotator cuff and haven't been able to workout since. I am taking classes right now and I really feel like throwing in the towel and quitting. I am getting skinnier and losing all of my hard earned gains.

But when I was busting my ass everyday in the gym I was getting rejected left and right. The girls that did get to the point of seeing my penis were all overweight and disgusted by it. I don't mind that they were overweight but I am a guy that goes to an ivy league school who has to resort to hooking up with low life trash. All because of bullshit out of my control.

Maybe I should start psychiatric meds but honestly the problem here is that my height and penis size are so bad that no matter how much I go to the gym I won't be attractive.

Now I am out of the gym and cannot even sleep anymore. I am so fucking depressed there's no fun in my life I just have to study all fucking all day it's horrendous.

All of the girls who rejected me are considered ugly as fuck, my friends have told me straight up. Honestly I have accepted that my smv will always be shit because of my terrible measureables but I just can't live with being rejected by girls who don't even take care of themselves.

Anyway after this rehab of my injury I will start taking roids because although I have been working out for years, I don't have a perfect body there is room for improvement.

I can't keep spamming about this there is something that I must be able to do.

I would be perfectly happy with a below average college girl I just can't date complete trash. Jesus.

Look I don't want to keep posting about this shit.

Someone give me a solution to this situation which will put but me in the position to be able to have sex with average looking women regularly. And no I am not going to fucking pay for it I am sick of doing that bullshit