My first love cheated on me and I broke up with her. I still feel massively guilty about the whole thing because I couldnt keep my shit together as I had broken out in acne and was working a job and senior thesis. She was seeing her ex and in general being shady behind my back. I feel like both a fool and and guilty for my own failures. Although i went on accutane and my acnes fixed, I have scars which remind me of her, and now im strong from lifting this past year but im still feeling empty.

Im getting with pretty gals but they either remind me of my ex or i just feel nothing and I dont connect with any of them. I have a serious case of the male version of alpha widow hood and even though im doing well it all feels empty.

Any advice? and attached is the evidence i found of her seeing her ex, some days i look at it and think maybe i was wrong about it but seriously doubt it.

Thanks.

http://imgur.com/a/ZvHLv