Spend the evening in a college hot spot, so much hot ass, but I no longer see hot ass... I see chicks trying so incredibly hard to get the slightest amount of attention/validation etc.

Asses hanging out, they look boring, many of them dating sub good looking college dudes (women sometimes date a bit lower, to elevate themselves and give them more power over their mediocre looking dude.)

Point being basic sexuality does not do much for me, tits hanging out, slutty flirting, attention seeking, I dont see a women, I see just a piece of ass, ass I am not even interested in, because I find their actions pathetic (from relying on looks, collecting orbiters, validation etc)

I am at the point where the truths are so blaring obvious to me, that I am very critical and my defenses are high. With this monk mode has been a god send, spending 24 hours a day working on myself, working out, learning, getting a Doctorate, gaming, reading you name it, in my own personal growth hut. (but their seems to be little interest or anyone knocking at the door, and that does NOT bother me). Maybe it should?

Wondering how long this will last, and if any of you were pulled out of monk mode by a female, how did that happen?