So after she admitted to sleeping with him the other week, for some fucked up reason we hit it back off straight away, and then I started going over the top with stupid romantic gestures trying to win her back because I was insecure, but we did fuck better than we ever did and I thought all was good, basically she says she loves him now, she said I’m the best most passionate amazing lover she ever had, but I was too needy last week, and the biggest turn on for her with this new guy is how he puts his kids first. Our 3yo boy is autistic, and this guy also has an autistic kid, I know we’re done for the foreseeable but am I wrong for still wanting her eventually? In comparison to this older dude I’m young athletic and handsome so I have that going for me. Is this some kind of messed up test?