Tl;DR: Plate of two months tried to infer relationship status. I felt emotionally very uncomfortable.

Hey guys. Basically I've been spinning this plate for two months now. Things have been great, my game has been tight. She gives me anything and everything I want. She also understands that I'm seeing other people.

Last night after sex she said she had to ask me a question. I immediately knew what she wanted to know.

She then backtracked, saying "Never mind" and that she "Didn't want to ruin a great evening". I said to her she can ask me any question, except the "What are we" question, because we had discussed this already.

She said that is what she wanted to ask, but to forget about it.

Here's the thing. I noticed internally I became extremely anxious when I realized she wanted to discuss this. It's as if the Red Pill has literally made me afraid of even the idea of commitment now. Also, it's been years since I've had a girlfriend. Spinning plates has been what I've enjoyed doing.

I'm a bit concerned. I understand that at this point in my life it's quite unnecessary to have a girlfriend. Frankly, I don't want one. However, my emotional reaction seems abnormal. I almost feel...guilty.

Do you guys experience the same reaction when plates discuss commitment? Any tips on how to become more stoic with regards to this scenario?

Thanks.