Long story short I had a thing with this girl and she left me. I probably became a beta bluepill cuck after a couple of months but it doesn’t matter.

To be honest I am feeling very depressed and lost. At the moment i’m not thinking rationally. I have learnt a lot by this, but I can’t stop thinking emotionally like a woman.

I didn’t spin any plates. Over commited, girl had plenty of red flags which I ignored. Probably fucks a new guy everyday but it doesn’t matter. I can honestly say I am redpilled to the core.

I wish however that I can move on like a woman. Women don’t give a shit about you. When she breaks up, another guy already took your place. Somewhere I wish that I can do this too. Immediately forget because this girl wasn’t a special snowflake, just some random whore.

How can I stop thinking about emotions like this?