some of the things women have said to me

WHILE riding me she says (super tiny azn chik) (34 yo insane body and looks 22 in face TBF)

im soOOoo Happy you not hurt me like other man

other times

'why so small'

'you know you so small right'

not TOO bad

not so bad

OK for me

'smaller than most guy'

im about 5.75 x 5 or mabye 6 x 5.25.

ive copied the dick surgery OUT-patient rehab and ODd on boner pillz for a year and pulled on my dick daily to stretch the ligament that doctors CUT in the dick size surgery, AND read and implemented SEX god method

we live in the 'big cock era' and many guys w 7 say 'their barely getting by' or if i was smaller than 7 x 5 id go gay

please educate me on the darker sides of TRP and i know women are biologically programmed to love huge cock

even my vigin gf (im 30 and shes below 20 ;) well no virgin anymore... so she says

regardless ive got the hottest girl ive ever banged on the side (bannged more 9s in the past year since discovering TRP in all of my blue pill 20s

so as part of trp, i finally learned how impt dick size is to women, they look at crotches, guys w huge dicks can show their outline in public forcing the temptation...

its killing my insides a bit

molyneaux said

The only part of you that hurts when you're given the truth is the part that lives on lies

well the anger phase rears its ugly (7 headed medusa serpent) head frequently

a large part of me lived on lies bc even when i live my life doing awesome shit im sacrificing one way or another for is, im thinking in the background, oh this will helpme get laid too, now i finally, after 30, have my most consistennt great 'work/money' situation, and literally the since ive been hired ive banged all my hottest lays.

killing it beast mode intense in the weight room for an hour or more aint enough to calm me/destress, its gonna take pefect eating, lots of massages, super active life outdoorsy life,AND regular hot sex to fix me i reckon since i finally got my money/work situation straight but the usual 4 or 5 inch erection (im only 6.25 inches when im seconds b4 coming AND super aroused, (not every boner) WITH mutliple kinds of dick pillz as well (herbal plus viagra (btw gas station herbal dick pillz suppposedly have roids and viagra and a bunch of shit in em?

ive taken a pill 98% of my lays the past year, which is a lot i can get it up wo it, but not as stong or long but im cleaning up my health/workouts/NEWtrition/sleep to fix that

i feel my heart flutter or skip a beat many times at night! i know a lot of old guys from ODing on viagra?

the fact is the smaller tha D, the less pleasure from sex, real talk here, 100% truth

maybe i need to hamster my way out of this one? but carl sagan talked about the FACTS

so please adress all of my questions or whatever you think i need to hear

WHAT SAY YOU?

How is a guy with a little dick supposed to be 100% alpha, or high smv when the market says no women prefer small size?

please halp meh, please advise

EDIT:

Ive banged nearly 200 chicks and asked #s 110 through 140 about size, many of whom were in love w me and wanted to have my baby (man decides the realationship after sex... says early pua material lol) or whores or mammasans/brothel owners who i soul read and they werent lying

mathmatically combining the avg response, the avg white guy D size is 6.9 x 5.8

another said size '6 through 9 is good'

im not saying i have a little dick at all, i take mugsy bogues, shortes tplayer in nbas view, i dont see my self as small or big, IM JUST A MAN