So its summer time , i am at the sea and i hooked up with a chick that i picked up in a club 2 days ago. Went on the 2nd date basically , had nowhere to fuck her so i went into a train station nearby , somewhere darker. I finger her , shes wet , tight pussy , we do all kind of foreplay shit and i tell her to turn around , i put the condom on , trying to fuck her from behind standing , i turn her around and guesss what , i coulnt find the hole, my hard dick became semi hard and I started to feel pretty bad. I blamed it on my balls being too cold and told her to dress up I cant do this here. W/e , she didnt look upset , kept chasing me , it was 5 am already but my mood was pretty fucked , i was rather dissapointed of me and she said i can go to her right now , her friends wonț mind. she kind of begged me to come , but my mood was fucked and i was afraid i couldnțt get an erection so i told her to go.she told me we can do it tomorrow cause shes leaving in 2 days.

Now I am a virgin , was this first time anxiety combined with trying to fuck in a public place , wasnțt really comfortable with the position ,girl isnt a 10 , more like a 6-7 with fat ass and i tought it would be easy but guess what , i couldnt even feel the hole because of the fucking thick condom , so ya , Was it too much for a first timer trying this shit?