So let me cut to the chase. I was bullied throughout high school and suffered from acute anxiety disorder and severe depression but my parents never allowed me to take any help. They sent me off to a uni in Milan, italy where i study econ. I have already completed my 2 years at the uni and my anxiety etc have just gotten worse. I was happy in the first year as i had made a lot of friends and a gf but the gf ultimately cheated on me as well and went back to her ex over the summer. I feel sick to the brim when i think about this.

Let me cut to the chase, i had done an internship in bangkok this summer at my uncles firm. I have never been happier anywhere in my life. i just loved it a lot and i felt like i was "cured" of depression without taking any medicines. I hate my current environment so much that i find it difficult to even jump out of my bed. During my internship, i was without friends but was leading a disciplined life. The city gave me so much of positivity and passion and filled me with so much hope that when i came back, i am again my depressed self. I feel so low and so anxious at all the times that even prozac doesnt help. I am at my wits end and dont know what to do.