i genuinely feel as if there’s no hope for me or my life going forward. as it stands economically it’s very likely i will suffer throughout my whole life. Being a white, straight male, is becoming increasingly “unpopular”, and my ideologies and more conservative ideas are becoming taboo in todays society. i have no place anywhere, everyone feels radical or extreme, and hate is literally constant amongst every medium of life. someone like me, who is fairly traditionalist and moderate just doesn’t fit in this world. the longer i live the less and less reason i feel to keep going. i truly can’t see a future for myself at all. i’ve tried therapy, it doesn’t do shit. i can’t talk to anyone really, and i don’t want to go to the one person i do go to frequently, because i truly feel as if i’m burdening them and sort of keeping them hostage out of their fear i’ll hurt myself without them. i feel low and pathetic. i don’t know what this is, an outcry for help and maybe a request for attention. whatever it is some wise words would be appreciated.