i don’t know how to explain it, but i’ve never been prone to mental illness ever. in fact i can’t say there’s ever been a legitimate time i’ve been depressed. however i have a complicated relationship with a girl, a girl whom i love so deeply it’s stupid. she has been suffering a lot of issues lately and has been pushing me away, today she said that she was going to leave me alone and that she didn’t feel right for me. the farther she pushes me the more i ache. it’s so depressing i feel as if i have a physical hole in my chest. everything i do is an attempt at distracting myself from the thought of her, and yet it still overtakes my mind every second of the day. i can’t talk to my family about this, and my friends are harsh when it comes to things like this. i don’t have a good father, and i just feel so alone. is there anyone who can relate or give me a solution for this issue.