So Facebook suggested a girl to me, we've known each a long time. Looked online and saw her instagram with a post that made me assume she was suicidal, so I checked again to make sure she was ok. Got the "no post yet" error, meaning I got blocked. Literally feeling pain at this point, like a knife is being stuck in my heart. She wanted to come with me the last night I saw her at her job, but my sickness prevented me from taking her home. Saw her at a gas station a little while back and she seemed happy to see me. That was before the instagram issue. I literally have loved her sense I met her, I'm so fucking depressed I don't think I could live without her. How do I fix this? Please only good advice and no "hard next" bullshit.