Found the red pill about a year ago and I'm finally implementing everything but I've had a fwb for about 10 months now. I've told her were getting too close and not sure this was the best move. I like her but felt like seeing her was becoming a chore for some reason.

She's not messaged me in a while and I'm starting to feel bad. Have I made the right decision and if yes why do I feel so bad. Is the blue pill old me still seeping through?