Today I was in a grocery store and there was a chick with a guy shopping, as I passed by them I checked out the chick and saw that she was checking me out as well. I was going to stare at her a bit more and wink but pussied out cuz there was her guy next to her. I basically ignored her while she was looking at me.

It made me realize that its a common problem for me. Even if there was no guy I would sometimes be uncomfortable with staring at girls. And it seems that it really affects other parts of life.

I just would like some sort of advice on how to develop risky behaviour if that makes sense. I know testosterone affects it and to be fair I lift and try to keep test up but I sometimes feel like injections are the way to go (I'm 26). I haven't fought since high school and I've lost all my last fights too. Haven't got laid in almost a year. All my recent approaches ended up in me being creepy and only two times in the past 3 months I got close to closing.

EDIT: Just asked my new flatmate if he does martial arts (he does). He invited me to a boxing training tomorrow, can't wait to go there.