I've always been a good looking guy, but socially awkward and just a nice guy. Was a virgin until 21. After reading every post on the redpill, lifting and working on my self, decent career and style. I removed much of the beta in me.

I have had sex with 57 women. (Yes I keep a tally on my bedroom wall) but I can't get the women I like.

In my life there have been two girls. Both shy girl next door types. I've liked them, but both times rejected.

Recently, a girl I've liked. Her name Emily. I fought we had a thing. She used to tease me, get jealous of other girls.

I asked her out, she replied "yes can do, but not weekends this or next month"

I say, weekday, she says "I'm really tired after work"

I'm heart broken, I know from experience that this is an outright rejection.

So guys help me. 1. I won't lie or make excuses, I have oneites. I know. 2. What are my next steps