I've never had a girl just want to fuck to fuck so this is all new to me. Tell me what is going on here and I have a couple questions.

Was hanging out with co worker once, made a move and asked her on a date. She put up resistance and said fine. The next day she said she had to do some family stuff and couldn't go. I moved on. Almost 2 years ago.

She moved a few hours away. She comes back into town once in awhile and our group hangs out as friends. This last time we hung out she said she is getting a job across the country after new years. She asks to get drinks. When we are out she takes my hand and puts it on her leg, kisses me and says she wants to have sex.

I was shocked and ask what changed, I tried to get with her before. She said she always liked me but she was afraid of commitment. We start talking and I give her a lot of comfort convo since she's telling me personal stuff. She says "you weren't supposed to make this complicated! I'm moving!" referring to connecting to her emotions. Then she starts crying and says she wished we would have dated earlier. I say don't worry about it, lets just have fun tonight. We go to my place and have sex

Next day we get up and start drinking again. We pretty much party and fuck all day. Later in the evening we are out and she gets sad and says she really wishes things were different, she wishes we would have been together before. I try to be cool about it and say maybe it wasn't meant to be, who knows what will happen. Then we go back to me place and have sex all night.

Next day we grab lunch and she heads back to her town a few hours away. She says she had fun, kisses me and says she'll be in touch. She will be back around christmas.

Obviously she wanted to get fucked before she moved away. The whole time she was here we had sex, cuddled, held hands, all that couples shit too, was actually pretty intense emotionally (sorry, don't mean to sound like a fag, but it was really 0-100 in a few hours)

Obviously we can't date long distance. I have gone radio silent since she left. I assume that is the right move for now

I know texts are used to set dates but it seems like weeks or months of silence could be bad. Or is that just my scarcity mentality coming through? I thought about sending her a text a few hours after she left and ask how her hangover is treating her. But I just haven't said anything the last few days. I do have a problem with neediness and I am trying not to be. And this whole thing is just so odd to me. I never expected it to happen