She left with the kids in March of last year. Since then I've hired 2 different lawyers and each one has been less than helpful. Today is the 4th custody court date she has refused to show up for and I'm at a loss. Everything in me is hurting. I just want to be with my kids. The ones she never wanted. The ones I held while they slept cause she was out sleeping with different people. I've given so much energy and money towards this and gotten nowhere. Where is justice for the father?