We have been together for 6 years and married 4. We have a 6 month old girl and just moved 3 months ago. Ever since we moved it’s just been one thing after another and it just ticks me off. From the get go I knew she had issues and was willing to take her with them. She had been married twice before me. Cheated on me and had a baby with another man who she married then divorced, the whole relationship only lasted maybe 4 months. I moved in with her after this thinking people make mistakes. Then I find her talking to her ex’s for advice rather than me and lying again to my face about who exactly she was talking to. Even after that I stuck around, I don’t know maybe I’m just dumb. Dealing not only with infidelity, she also lied about money. She came home one day with at least $300 worth of new clothes, and told me a friend had given them to her because she was getting deployed. After a while she came clean with the lies because I found the receipts. I find the past haunting me with today. I have problems like anyone else. I suffer from ptsd, I know I’m difficult to live with. I try to communicate my problems to her before things get worse or a flashback hits. I find that she doesn’t listen or seem to care. I know our daughter has made her hormones go out of wack. I don’t know what I should do anymore. We’ve been to counseling, I’ve gone to therapy on my own. She sees me as the bad guy, I’m always wrong. I’ll spend money on things she doesn’t know about, most always things for our daughter, food, or surprise gifts for her. I know she loves the clothes.