I with the girl so called my girlfriend, i think i am good at the game when we are alone. But outside i am not in control, Last night for new years party she invited me to a house i dont know, i thought we would fuck etc(we did before) we both did not now the house, 3 guys 1 girl. When whe met, i dominated chat and flirted with other girl, i was funny and cool all good to book. But when i am slighty closr to my girlfriend, she goes away from me. I acted cool did not bother but she is a bitch and flirted with other guys. And most awkward thing was they did not know we were dating. I tried to sleep early(i value sleep and quality time) but couldnt because of late night early morning chat; and i said to myself i cant sleep like a loser and went outside without saying anything. Later this afternoon my girl called me telling they searched me for hours thinking i am drunk. I said how i felt, we are not like a couple outside, she said dont you think its your fault? Damnnn. I dont know whats my fault, in first intro its awkward to say hi this is my gf, i acted coool and shit. Dont know what i lack.