Long story short, a friend with benefits won't give me head. We've known each other for 5 months and most of that time she spent away in school. Although, when she comes over we get it on and she sleeps over 98% of the time. even though our sexual chemistry is worthy of noting, It has come to my attention that she will not suck my dick, solely because she's a germaphobe. She is thrown off by the idea that I pee from there. I Understand that some women do not enjoy blowjobs but I don't think this is the case.

(the rest is optional to read) I have been skeptical of this for a while now. I only have 2 pieces of evidence that support that I have not achieved max smv to get her on my dick.

Exhibit A. The second time I (M22 smv 7) hooked up with this plate (F20, smv 6) I busted on her face in which her response was "ew, that was gross" I thought nothing of it and told her to suck the rest, but she did not. at that point, I didn't really care and shrugged it off. If she was a germaphobe like she claims to be, she would not have taken my load like that.

Exhibit B. There has been one occasion where after going on an L ride (both of us high as fuck) I dropped her off at her house. She told me to come inside and I went. Once we were in her bedroom this girl sat on her bed and stared at my cock like she was in some kind of trance. I can tell she was horny, lip biting, doll-like eyes, hands groping me. I have never seen a woman so horny like that before. I bet if I stayed in that room a second longer she probably would have been choking on my cock (at that point we only knew each other for less than a month) But being the confident asshole I am I pushed her away and showered. Despite having the best fuck of my life that night, I can't shake off the feeling that I may have passed up the only opportunity for a blowjob from this girl.

Why do I have the feeling that she was more willing to suck my dick when we barely knew each other compared to knowing eachother for months? I do not think her attraction has decreased since shes always staring at me and calling me gorgeous. shes a bit clingy and hangs on to me fiercely. she shows me off to her friends and even on Instagram. shes the first girl I know that literally can't take her eyes off of me. This girl loves teasing me. Whenever we watch a movie her hands are always in the brim of my pants. but she never wraps her mouth around my cock, what gives? I ask every once in a while but i do not want to be the type to beg for it. I have told her blowjobs are a fantasy of mine and I probably enjoy it more than sex.

The only thing that supports her argument is that she has admitted to me that she feels as if she will not satisfy me sexually.

Any advice will help except hygiene advice, I take pretty good care of myself so I do not see cleanliness as an issue.