Background: I've been reading TRP for years and to be honest I'm pretty good with girls (fucked 17 different girls in 2017), and I'm confident, popular and a 4th year Med student.

Details: This girl in my course is (HB7) 29 years old and recently broke off her engagement. I'm 23 and all the girls I've previously been with are roughly my age, she would have been by far the oldest. So I kissed her before christmas on a night out...no big deal.

Then 3 days ago we were out for quiet drinks with a few people, eventually everyone else left and it was just me and her...She asked if I wanted to stay in hers and told me I can sleep in her bed with her.

We got into bed and for whatever reason I just kept waiting for "the perfect opportunity" to start kissing her and never did and just kinda fell asleep. I actually can't believe I did that because I've been in that kinda situation loads of times before with other girls and always seal the deal. I'm not wondering what I should have done...If I was given a redo I know I could do it.

I'm just wondering what I can do now because I'm sure she thought wtf is wrong with me because she knows I'm kind of a fuckboy, and not fucking her there is basically like asking to be put in the friend zone...

I know you guys will prob knee jerk react and tell me to forget her and move on (I easily could) but the situation is annoying me because I hate failure...I wanna fuck her now just to rectify my mistake, if that makes sense.

What I'm really looking for is a way to clarify to her that I still wanna fuck her because she gave me the perfect chance and I didn't take it.

Also If anyone has any insight into why this out of character action is annoying me so much...I actually can't stop thinking about my fuck up for the last 3 days.