Hey, theredpill.

I'd like to state that for the most of my life, I've been one of those "incels". I'm 17 at the moment, 11th grade... I've been raised by a single mother, drilled with all the BP values. This led to numerous bouts of oneitis, painful rejections and countless "just be yourself" advice given to me from girls whose emotional tampon was me. They'd vomit all their problems to me, while some other guy was ripping their panties off and fucking them wild all night long. I knew something was wrong... But I couldn't figure it out. I stumbled upon reddit, then lurked on the incel sub (which resonated so much with my situation) and from there I went "down the rabbit hole"... Eventually I found TRP.

About 5 months ago I started lurking here. Internalizing the sidebar, field reports and lifting, changing my diet... Got my bodyfat percentage down to 20% and I can already start seeing some muscles. Cut back on drinking, meditate every day and I can already feel more at ease with myself and more confident. It wasn't until about a month ago when I was at a party... Met this smokeshow british girl and we ended up dancing, she'd grind on me, press herself against me, get very giddy when I'd put my arm around her or, for the first time, give her a smack on the ass. For the first time I felt something, something that has been locked away and suppressed for a very long time. A combination of pure joy, lust, excitement and an overwhelming urge to fuck. My lost masculine sexuality, and boy did it feel good to finally get a taste of it.

I decided that it would be about time to start gaming girls at my school. I've done a bit of practice on girls outside of school and began getting somewhat good at game. Started building social circles with the cool kids, and decided it would be time to start gaming girls my age. This is where things go wrong a bit... People in my older circles have noticed the change.

Instead of being the nice guy I was I began being flirty, applying light kino, teasing / negging and using push / pull. I've asked a few girls out. Some ended up rejecting me, some flaking, but that was OK, next. It wouldn't be something always on my mind - when I'd see a girl that I'd like and if I'd notice IOIs, I'd act on it - get a number or just isolate and then ask out. Girls are saying something is wrong with me and I'm "weird" and my old friends, who I find myself distancing more and more from them, are now trying to throw me under the bus at every opportunity to find favor with them.

Is this because I just ruined frame by being known as a nice guy before, and then just doing a 180 degree turn? I find that I'm being looked down upon at school because of this. I know I know, it's just highschool, none of it will matter in a few years, but what can be done to get myself out of this purgatory that I'm currently in? What would your take be on this?

My apologies if the writing style is strange... english is not my first language.