I'm posting this and it is no secret. I have fought for my relationship but not the way I was expected to. I fought by working myself to death. She wanted me at home but wanted a better life..I have her all of this the best I could. I come home.and go shopping on the weekends to provide the food. I work so many hours my home time doesn't even matter. With this I provided power and water. She talked to a guy about marriage and pregnancy. I waited and drank myself to sleep for months. I decided to get a divorce. I told her tonight I was cutting off my location due to the fact she was watching it way too closely. Knowjng I where I was at and for how long. She got mad when I said there is potential of me starting to have a relationship with another woman. It isn't certain as of yet. It could just stay as a friendship..but I was still to blame. I can't fight this way. We are lehally divorced as of a few weeks ago. I tried sitting here down to talk and only got backlash where my words don't matter. Each time I opened my mouth something else was wrong with me. I refuse to live this life. I refuse to kill myself for someone who can just run when it's tough and run back when it's convenient. I refuse to be the bad guy when I have never expected anything from her other than taking care of the home if she was not working. If she was working I'd split the responsibilities accordingly. I come home for months to get running to him and I'd clean everything to keep the house a home. This is no longer a home. All value has been lost. I have bought multiple of things to make sure she was happy. Do not fall into this kind of relationship. I still love and care for her well being. Only issue is I can not suffer for her happiness when mine is non existent.