Hey, long story shirt there's this girl I've been seeing (have not fucked) but I'm out of the country for another month (and have been for 2 weeks), and I'm thinking too much of her.

We slept in the same bed, just snuggling etc but I didn't make any move, I was tired as fuck and figured I'd wait, but there wasn't another opportunity until I left.

Anyway I'm thinking too much of her, not sure how to stop it. I don't want to. I know she's just another girl. She's most likely had several dicks in just these two weeks and I wouldn't be surprised if she was gobbling on one right now cause it's 2am over there. What I keep thinking of though is how nice it was, I just genuinely enjoy her company, being around her makes me happy, and that night too it was really nice just having someone there next to me.

But honestly it's fucking with me now cause I can't do shit about it for another month and I'm constantly thinking about what could be and all that. It's affecting my sleep too cause whenever I try to go to sleep I try to think about whatever else like sports or travelling etc but my brain just switches back to her after mere minuets trying to think up imaginary scenarios where I do shit with her (be it sexual or not). During the day it's not a big deal I just get distracted some times and lost in thought, what bothers me most is my sleep issues cause they also affect my gym performance. I don't get a LACK of sleep per say but some times I just lie in my bed for 2 hours not being able to sleep cause of it. It's annoying. I sleep in when this happens cause I'm on vacation so it kinda works out but still sucks. I feel my gym motivation and motivation in other aspects of life too ind of suffers cause of it cause instead of wanting to improve myself like before, I tend to think something like if I just can be with her it'll be good enough and since I'm already so close to it I'm not as motivated as before on self imrpovement.

Any ideas to get over it? I'm expecting the "get more plates" or "fuck other girls" answer, but I'm in a bad position to do so atm due to my logistics and being out of the country, I live abroad but I'm home now and staying with my parents. I have very bad access to transportation etc, the next month I was thinking to mostly focus on myself in terms of lifting, studying language, deepen my rp knowledge, reading etc. But she's so in the way. I do text her some times but it's mostly not replying to each other for several days and just meaningless small talk or teasing. Which is a good thing I suppose, I also don't initiate these conversations, it's her. But I figure that not talking to her much is probably in my best interest.

So yeah sorry this turned longer than I wanted it to but any ideas?