It's been some days since I'm daygaming around my city, I've talked around 50 women in the last month. Today I've had a very, very Special Situation I was walking downtown, while a saw a cute girl with a messy red bun, she was cute I thought, she had a great behind too (yes, that was my mistake) so without thinking too much, I started walking next to her and noticed she was carrying a small "Marvel" bag so I used that to shoot a casual opener, she was wearing headphones so I repeated the question, she stared at me for 2 seconds, and kindly told me where did she buy the bag. After some small talk, I asked her name, Samantha she said and apologized saying she was in a rush, so I just said goodbye...

For some reason the whole the whole 45 secs - 1 min we talked, I had the feeling I knew her from somewhere. I got home and asked myself who she was, so I used my IT skills to find her on Fb, turns out we were classmates 15 years ago in primary school... I just remembered we were 8-9 and she was not as nice as today with me, rather she was arrogant, she even bullied me once calling me a stutter so I was afraid of her at that moment. Again, we were kids and I was not the person I am today, I was insecure, I used to stutter and had almost zero confidence. Today curiously I 'daygamed' her! and realized how much I improved in this 15 years... So, she has a boyfriend for over 2 years now, but maybe we could have been some kind of kids couple (back in the day) haha, or at least very good friends, but no I was just afraid of everything and had very low selfesteem, so lesson learnd ab my own past: the fault was more on me than on her or others.